honestly, it doesnt really feel like my bday since it's also.. taraaa.. the day my last sitting exam's result come out..
my n my frens sit for the exam last june..i study ACCA.. maybe i'll explain about it later, though i never get tired explaining what it is to the people who never heard of it, but i don't really have the 'mood' for it right now because...
huh..for those who studied ACCA and sit their butt on the chair in the exam hall for 3 hours would have know how does it feel..
pendek cerita..xbest lah result tu..
so-i-cried---LOUD
mmg automatically tercebik,tersedu sedan, tercucur air mata tanpa dikawal for the most time for the rest of the day.. rasa malu sangat! feel so down, feel like i've let my parents and family down down down..dahlah smlm semangat deorg celebrate..tambah plak bila mak kata kalau dah itu je rezeki awk xpelah..uwaa, bila tgk kwn2 pass, uwaaa lg, ade post status fb alhamdulillah.. uhuhwaaa lg..mmg nk tgk sorang2 pun result tp lps tu rase nk sgt ckp kt sape2 tp xtau sape..lalu, terus la sy call besfrenku ema, konon nk control xnangis, ckp hello je trus..uwaa..terus bercakap2 wpun sy sendiri xpaham apa sy ckp sbb tersedu sedan sgt.kesian ema kna dgr..TQ ema for comforting n be there for me.really appreciate it.sobssobs..the day goes on calling, sms, ym, fb frens.. and oh berselang seli juga dgn uwaaa.. rasa malu yg bile nk bukak pintu rumah nk jemur kain pun rasa malu, (tp rase cam poyo plak lps tu, padehal xde org tgk pun)..sblm buka puasa mak call, i'm so grateful to have an understanding parents, mmg la mak xmarah tp.. bile dgr suara mak pun terus uhuhuhuhwaaaaaa...sampai dahaga lah jugak dibuatnye di bln puasa ni..
don't know how to move on
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